Feelings...

It's time for another feelings blog...

I feel:

bad that I haven't blogged in a couple weeks.

tired because the dogs are now getting up before 6:00 instead of 7:00.

annoyed that my husband is out working on a car. (Not at him mind you, really more at the obligation to this particular vehicle.)

tired because I haven't been sleeping especially soundly and the dogs are getting up BEFORE 6:00!!

guilty that I haven't done any of the work I should do on YW camp.

lonely because I really don't have a good girlfriend that I hang out with. And I'm not even sure lonely is the right word. I have my sweet husband and we are enjoying each other and getting along swimmingly. I think it's a female companionship thing. Maybe I miss my mother. She's in Mississippi now. And we kinda quit spending quality time together before she even left. Maybe it's because I don't really have any friends at work right now. Maybe it's because all of my church friends are just that, church friends. When we talk it's about church. When we get together its a church activity. Not so much anything outside of church.

(wow that was a long feeling)

irritated because I just remembered my pajama pants are still in the washer and I forgot to move them.

grateful because my husband just came in finished with the car.

tired. Really, really tired. The kind of tired that makes you forget what you are doing and make mistakes on things you know really well. The kind that gives you a headache. Am I the only one who get tiredness induced headaches?

excited about plenty of things but just too tired to focus on those. The tired is mostly making me feel blah. Wow - I just realized how dang tired I really am. And tomorrow morning I get to go get blood taken on my way to work. Joy.

curious about how many people actually read my blog...